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Wednesday, July 29, 2009 COLOURED.


great movie, great movie title sequence.

9:25 AM


今天,我看了期待已久的电影七榜。是一部值得回味的电影,片中的主人公本托马斯是一个刚刚失去妻子而无发原谅自己过错的中年男人。应为如此他决定选择自杀一死了之。说到这里,你可能会觉得这是一个你已经看过的题材。但这部电影的不同在于托马斯在自杀之前决定帮助七个陌生人做点好事再与世长眠。但当他遇见患有心脏病的的艾美丽时,他再一次的坠入了爱河。这是他的自杀计划变得复杂起来。
看完这部电影觉得很感动。但片中本的做法确很像佛教的理论,在世上多做些善事就可拟补自己的过错。主人公在他离世前的一点时间给过帮助的人包括盲人,癌症患者,心脏病患者等等。这已是此片中的一大看点他让我们看见了一个真实的世界,有时需要帮助的人到处都是。可能是跟你讲话的陌生人,可能是跟你擦肩而过的行人。我们看不见他们,并不等于他们不存在。虽然主人公最终还是选择了自杀。但他的死不再是为了他自己。死后的他将自己的心脏捐给了艾美丽。虽然片中的题材是关于不被鼓励的自杀。但导演出色的运用这一题材打动了每个人的心。主人公终就选择了自杀。但他的死值得深思,他完全可以不选择设一条路。选择跟艾美丽结婚,但却因为太爱她了。选择将自己的心奉献给她。同时也是要拟补她妻子死对自己的创伤。这是一部者的深思的电影。也算是另类电影的一种类型。
我个人认为如果本真的决定原谅自己。也许他就不会选择自杀这条路。但也很难说,他的死很难以对与错来下定义。想想看如果不是觉得想要自杀可能他就不会决定去帮其他人。如果没有自杀,也不可以救艾美丽的命。从这个角度来看,他的死是无法避免的,但是。。。我们真的要到决定放弃的时候才开始想到身边的人吗?如果我们每个人学会多给一些。而不是多拿。这个世界可能早都不是这样子了。也许那时像托马斯这样的自杀事件就会越来越少。
主人公从小就喜欢漂亮而至命的水母。最终他选择了被自己喜欢的东西杀掉。在美丽的水母身上闻道了死亡的气息。他真的有死不瞑目吗?我想是的。

8:20 AM

Tuesday, July 21, 2009 COLOURED.


There is no one who is supposed to be responsible for your own life except you yourself. Do eveything with a willing heart and a great attitude. Then you shall receive a great reward ahead.be discepline and great harvest shall fall.Greater is in him than he who is in the world. Jiayou!!! Everybody.

10:56 PM

Monday, July 20, 2009 COLOURED.


I am sinking into a quite deep thinking process recently. With all of my problems and situations that i have mentioned to you not too long ago. Overall I am kind of seeing the way out more and more clear.
I startd to spend more and more time with GOD each and evey single day. I start to worship and pray toward him. More and more depend on his strength. I feel refreshed recently. Eventhough my old problems will appear again and again. However I start to belive. I start to see the vision. I start to able to take care of myself. Cause only when I able to take care of myself then I can able to take care of the people around me. I stasrted to pick up the book "excellent leadership" by Phil Pringle which I left long ago cause I dont have time. Now I will find time to truly read it and think about it. It is a great book about leading, following, obedient and giving. I start to realise that be a true leader is not for the sake of gaining anything but indeed a giver. I feel I have learnt a lot of things from the book.
Today I am quite disappinted by myself cause the typography assignment that I have been spending whole day doing on sunday. Lecturer said that it doesnt look like a design student work at all. I am indeed quite disappointed but I will do well next time when I try I beleive I can prove him wrong. I always have this kind of thoughts of proving other people wrong about their opinion towards me. I am not sure is this a right thing to think about.

8:18 AM

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